~Carla's Thoughts~

im still missing you like crazy

Sun, 14 May 2006 01:09:32 GMT

well..today has been a sad day.. We got news today that Tim Mallett was killed in a motorcycle accident. He is my Aunt Donna's Boyfriend's Brother. Its really sad..And it made me think so much about life and kinda what i did today,which i do regret

Today i got a phone call about the rent not being paid at the apartment,and with my name still being on the lease im still responsible for it not being paid. Well i was pissed off so i called Josh and started yelling at him.Because my name was already suppossed to be off the lease. Well then about an hour later we got the news about Tim. So now ive been thinking and regreting yelling at Josh for the whole rent thing because life is to short and you never know when it will be over. And im still am so madly in love with Josh that i cant stand it anymore,and if something was to happen to him i would lose it. So i want so bad to call him and atleast tell him im sorry for yelling at him today about the rent. Even though him and i arent together anymore,he still feels like a big part of my life and still has my heart. ANd it sucks because i dont want him to have my heart anymore. I just want to move on because i know he doesnt feel the same way about me..

But anyways.. i need a life really really bad...

well im outtie

love ya
carla

I Have

Fri, 12 May 2006 21:38:38 GMT

SO my sister allyson wrote this poem for me.She said I inspired her,because of the situation i am now. Today has been one of those days,and it only started out like this because of a song i heard on the radio during lunch break. I think its called i Miss you SO..

well here is the poem ally wrote me..

I have walked through his valleys
I have ran through his fields
I have taken his bullets
And held up his shields

I have controlled myself
I have let others go
I have been tempted
But never let it show

I have listened to commands
I have done what I was told
I have changed myself
When things started to get old

I have helped him many times
I have caught his every tear
I have always done him right
So why isn’t he still here?

well now just sitting at my grandmothers waiting for a phone call from previous landlord and from shawn...im outtie..not in a mood today...

Carla

* I havent smiled like this in a long time*

Thu, 11 May 2006 22:21:48 GMT

*well..last night was probably the best night that ive had in a long time! I went to the movies with Shawn Jacques.We went and saw *larry the cable guy Health Inspector*;) It was really funny. Shawn helped me get my mind off things.Which made me feel better. Not saying im jumping into another relationship right now, because that isnt going to happen! I like shawn,but just not ready to get into another relationship and its to soon.I just want to have some fun for awhile. No commitments no tie downs. Plus i got school and my job to focus on right now. Right now the only thing that will getting my heart is my job and school. Right now ONLY time will tell if ill be getting into another relationship.

But today i went to school. I was on the clinic floor. I had 2 clients today. They were both sweet ladies. Then Linda colored my hair for me.It looks SOO GOOD! After lunch we had a meeting with MR.Fouriner,he isnt to happy with whats been going on at the school. Then i found out that my job called and cancelled training for tonight. So i didnt have to work,which kinda sucks because i was looking foward to it. My friends at school, kept telling me "Gosh carla i havent seen you smile like that in a long time!:)" It made me feel really good. Just knowing i can move on with my life and be happy and finally focus on what i want.;)

well anyways get this i was headed home today and stopped at the store in Turner,and i put 25.00 worth of gas in my car,and i went to go write a check out and the guy wouldnt take my check because noone knew me in that store. Im like and what would you like me to do i already have 25.00 gas in my car? He goes youll have to stay here until you can find money to pay for it. So this guy i didnt know came up to me and gave me cash to pay for my gas and i just wrote him out a check.That was so NICE of him. THANK YOU!

welll anyways im outtie...

Carla

Start of my new life

Tue, 09 May 2006 22:26:39 GMT

*~Well...this is the start of my new life. and today was pretty much the first day!!:) and you know something im very proud of myself. I went to school today, I was a little late,but i made it!! I was on the desk all day. It was quite busy if you ask me...haha;) But then i went to work (Bath & Body Works) and had to finish paperwork...YUCKY! But i did it...hehe..

well other then that nothing really happend today..i have a doctors appointment in the morning and then back to school..I have the night off from work. GO to work thursday 630-830pm...what am i going to do in auburn for 2 hours??? Ill find something to do i guess..

im outtie...

Carla

im still very much in love with you

Sat, 06 May 2006 15:13:51 GMT

*well the last couple days have been the worst for me. I was with someone for 2 years,he was the best thing that ever happend to me.We were engaged, actually getting married july 21 2007,planning our future together.I was so incredibly happy.yea our relationship wasnt perfect but what relationship is right?? I really dont know why its over now,cuz he wont give me the time of day right now. Which sucks because i want answers. Something happend yesterday that made me so mad,that i was able to finally smile,and realise i dont deserve to be treated like this.But, i still want so bad to hate him right now, and to just move on with my life. But, i just cant shut my feelings off for someone that i gave everything to for 2 years within just a matter of hours or days. I am still very madly in love with him,and that is NEVER going to change.but what can you do right??

*~Josh i am missing you like crazy right now,(even though you dont feel the same) i will always love you and never forget the good times and bad times we have had together.Youll always be a part of my life even if we end up with different people in the future..i really hope that your happy,you deserve the best in life and good luck*~

anyways..im going back to school tuesday i think. i have to go talk to mr.fournier about everything so he knows why i took a leave of absence.monday i have to go get my own insurance on my car.im going through state farm insurance.then wednesday i have a *female* doctors appointment that i HAVE to go to.. Then next on the 17th i have a dentist appointment in augusta. Then July 1st me and leeanna are going to waycross georgia to visit with my sisters and dad. I talked to my cousin amy,and sister allyson last night and they both made me laugh which i havent done since monday. I am trying hard to get through this,its going to be hard but i know i gotta do it. i gotta keep telling myself that *he doesnt want you in his life anymore* and the more i tell myself that then maybe one day down the road i can finally move on with my life. i gotta start thinking about carla now,i gotta get my credit cards paid off,focus on my school,job,and career.but as im writing this and keep telling myself i gotta do this all i want to do is cry.because its not what i want to do its what i need to do. I spent 2 years of my life giving someone every second of every day,which i dont regret at all.so i guess its my turn.

im going to try to eat some lunch...

love always
carla

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Sat, 08 Apr 2006 18:37:57 GMT

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~Happiest Woman Alive~

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 16:10:19 GMT

*~Well i have good news...thats right for the first time in like forever i have good NEWS!~*~

*~JOSH AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED *~

Thats right...josh popped the question on December 23rd.I had to have my ring special ordered because my finger is so small..THE BIG DATE!? *~JULY 21, 2007*~
I cant wait.. I have already went dress shopping, and narrowed it down to where i am getting my dress. I have 8 bridesmaids,2 maid of honors,2 flower girls...Our wedding party is 20 (including the flowers girls and ring barrier). Kelli Piper (used to be Kelli Fitch) is my maid of honor and so is my sister Allyson. The bridesmaids, sarah doughty,tanya farrington,amanda ard(my little sister),Tiffany Hinkley,Jessica(Danny's Fiance),and Emma Atkinson.2 flower girls... Rachel Piper(kelli's daughter),and Emma Hinkley(tiffany's daughter), my ring barrer Hunter. I am so excited and CANT WAIT until i marry the man that i love more then anything in this whole world.I couldnt be happier. I know we have had our hard times and fights,and we still do..but i really couldnt be happier.Tonight Josh and i are getting together to plan where we are getting married and where the reception is going to be! I am really excited..we are writing our own vows.which will be cool..

So if you get an invitation youll know if your invited or not...i already made a list. Its going to be a BIG HUGE wedding..the wedding of my dreams.

well anyways..im outtie for now...

love ya
carla

well well wells

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 19:46:07 GMT

*I havent written in here for awhile!Life has been going pretty good but its been a hard one! Josh and I had an awesome time at my dads in April!Josh got sun burned really bad..But my dad loves josh and we all got a long really good!
My birthday went awesome too!The night before my birthday josh picked me up from work and took me home.He told mom to have me go into the bedroom.So i went in to the bedroom and i saw a big bouquet of red roses on the dresser!I thought they were so pretty!Well i looked down and there is this jewelry box sitting on the dresser..So i opened it up and there is a 10kt gold necklace with a heart dangleing from the chain. I started to cry!It was so pretty and it meant so much to me! Friday(my birthday) i got up and went to the US Celluar place and got my own cell phone!:)Then i went home,josh's mom showed up and i talked to her for a little bit!Then i went up to Rian & Tiffs and Tiff fixed my hair!It looks SOOOO AWESOME and SOO MUCH healthier!!!Tiff had her baby girl on May 12th. They named her Emma Mae Hinkley! She is SOO Adorable!We had a little party that night!Kelli,Rachel,Jess,Dan,todd,reggie hatch,tara(friend from work),garret, and some other people showed up!We sang karokee!It was pretty fun!Saturday Josh and I went shopping!Josh didnt enjoy it all that much,that is because he is a guy!:)Went to Kelli's Saturday Night and hung out!

I have been doing okay i guess!My job is going REALLY GOOD! I love it and in September I am going to go upstairs and get my license to be a agent.Ill start at 9.50 an hour..So if anyone needs a job go to ICT in wilton they are hiring now!

Right now i am in Ellsworth with mom!We came up to visit her boyfriend Joe!He is awesome...We went to the zoo today and saw tigers,wolves,bears,deer,moose,cougars,bob cats,snakes,alligators,all kinds of animals.Went shopping to!I got 2 shirts and a pair of shorts!I also bought some pink washclothes that im going to put away for when josh and i get our own place!:)

*Leeanna,Cash,Angela,Sarah Doughty,Sarah Hatch,and Tamara...I know we dont talk anymore!This past year has been really hard for all of us! But i thought i would just let you guys know that i wish you the best of luck at graduation on Sunday (June 5th) and good luck in all you do! If you guys ever need anything you know you can call me...491-7571..but doubt that will happen! just anyways good luck and be safe!!

Well im headed

Love always
Carla

VACATION

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 22:46:00 GMT

*~Well josh and i are in Waycross,Georgia right now visiting with my family.We are having a GREAT time! The only bad thing about it is my sister allyson has gotten to the point where she wont even say one word to me.So i dont know what is wrong with her.

We all went to the beach yesterday.We had a GREAT time!Josh got a sunburn REALLY bad!I got a nice TAN but got burned on my shoulders a little bit.We kept seeing dolphins diving in and out of the water all day,i tried to take pictures but they were just to quick.I got lots of seashells to bring home.

Today didnt really do a whole lot of nothing..just hung out.i got a disease from my dad..its call being OBSESSED with cleaning your car..now that we got this new car i am a freak when it comes to cleaning..i washed it yesterday,and then cleaned all shinny and vaccume inside of it today.I LOVE OUR CAR!

Josh and I are getting along GREAT!!!Which is the best..him and my dad are getting along GREAT!My dad and Eileen even went and bought a coffee pot today so josh doesnt have to keep buying coffee everytime we come to visit!!!I walked into the house and said "josh look how spoiled you are!"I think this vacation for me and josh is what we really needed,and i believe its going to help out our relationship ALOT!:)I AM SO HAPPY!
We decided next time when we go on vacation we are going to bring mom and joe with us.mom needs to get out and have some fun too!But when we got we are going to go for her birthday..joe,josh,and me are going to pitch in and buy her airplane ticket.So all she will have to do is save up to shop with!!She will know about it so that she can save up money to go shopping with!:)

Well anyways..allyson is going to nanny's tonight,amanda is going to sabree's tonight,and me and josh are going to hang out with dad and eileen!I GOT some DALE JR playing cards!:)

Well anyways...im outtie for now..

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY MOM & RACHEL!!

Love always
Carla

wow

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 02:26:22 GMT

*~!Well things have been going okay..josh and i celebrated our 1 year anniversary on March 21st.:)We didnt do much because he had to get up at 9pm that night to go to work,so he slept and i worked.
April 1st we are leaving to go to my dad's to visit.We are leaving here Friday at 6pm,so we should be there by Saturday April 2nd between 2-4pm.Going to bring josh to meet my crazy family.I am really excited about it though...we are going to the beach while we are down there...so i can do some tanning!:)*~!

*~!well found out that when we get back from dad's.that the company im working for now which is wells fargo home mortgage,ill be switched over to liberty mutual.which is cool because i wont have to work saturdays anymore!:)

well im outtie gotta work in the morning!

carla marie

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 02:33:33 GMT

well..anyways i probably wont write in here much longer...things are going pretty good..im very happy still..Josh and I got a 1999 kia sephia ls..LOVE IT BABY!4 door and its white,being white is the only bad thing about it!BUT i still love it!:)Its OUR baby!haha..
this weekend went okay.Friday josh and i got into a fight,and i almost left..but decided because of everything that we have been through,that something as the thing we were fighting about,could be solved and worked out.So..its all good now.we are getting ready to go to my dads on April 1st.We are leaving to drive down:)IM really excited.It sucks though because we will be gone on mom's birthday,and i REALLY REALLY dont want to be gone on mom's birthday..but she talked me into it.she told me she was most likely going to be at joes for her birthday.so i told her that i would go,and she wants us to bring her something back really nice from georgia for her birthday!So im going to find her something REALLY NICE we can get her.We were planning on leaving on the 4th,but its a monday and mom said there is no point of leaving on a monday,just leave during the weekend,so we can have the weekend to travel.So i told her i would do it only because she told me to..But when she turns 40 and i turn 21 we are going to get WAISTED!:)hahah

Josh and i decided that we are going over to kelli and todd's this weekend for the weeknd.I wanted to go out and have some fun,because i havent drank since new years eve,so i just wanted to have a little bit of fun with kelli!So we are going to celebrate our 1 year anniversary a couple weeks early!;)I told josh all i wanted was a month package of tanning for our anniversary and just some flowers or a flower..becasue i get to go to my dads and that is my anniversary gift..I wanted to have a little tan before we went..:)Im going wednesday with mom after i get out of work..she is paying for me to go i just have to get my own tanning lotion.Im goin to do the playboy bunny again..:)I should be getting my money back from my taxes soon...i get like 400 back..so im going to take 100 of that and go to the mall and get a bathing suit and some clothes to take to my dads with.then the rest of it ill use to take to my dads.i am going to start leaving the rest of my money from my checks in my savings account.so when josh and i get back we can start savin up to get our own place or something??we will see what happends...

i will have to say this past year with josh has been really hard,but it has been the best year of my life.and i love him with all of my heart and soul.he has brought out so much in me,that i never knew exsisted,and its a wonderful feeling to have.

love always
carla

time to say goodbye

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 00:01:54 GMT

*well..yea i just read my email,and all the fuckin stupid ass comments that i got from stupid ass people..you know something its my fucking life,im my own person and i make my own fuckin decisions!If noone likes what i do with my life then shut the fuck up!And about the fuckin stupid ass horse comments...whoever is leaving those comments needs to really grow up and get over them sevles..*

*Leeanna...i know what im going to say probably wont even matter..but im going to try anyways...im over this whole rumor thing..its stupid immature petty childish shit.we are both getting older and going to move on with our lives eventually.I said somethings the other night when we got into that fight that i really didnt mean.I am just really hurt and upset,because of the fact that i feel like ever since graduation,ive some really good friends of mine,that i could trust with my life.But now those friendships are pretty much over.I know that i wasnt there for you when you needed me when mike died,but i tried really hard..yes your right,there were times that i didnt call you either.but most of the time when i did try calling you noone answered,i would leave a message and i wouldnt never hear back from you.so i just stopped calling you.I figured you were busy doing whatever you wanted to do..But even though we probably will never be friends again,i just wanted to say i was sorry for saying the things i said,and i didnt mean them!*

*Sarah Doughty,Cash,Sarah Hatch,Angela,Tamara* I miss you guys very very much..i miss all of us hanging out together like we used to,and just having our "girl" talks!It sucks that we have all drifted apart since i graduated.but i guess that is how life is..when i told you guys to just "fuck off" i didnt mean what i said,i said it out of anger.I just want to wish you guys the best in life,good luck with everything in life!*

*~!Well anyways...I LOVE my new job!I got my first pay check today...$220.16.i gave mom an extra $60.00 this week,and then i gave josh $50.00 to get the car inspected!I still had over $100.00 for myself!I was happy about that!Tomorrow i actually start talking on the phones and stuff by myself...so i am done training:)Josh and I are going car shopping tomorrow,and then headed to the mall..i have to work from 9-3pm.i went to walmart today to get somethings to decorate my desk with at work,and got josh's valentines "present" i didnt really know what to get a guy for valentines day..so i decided i would make him a really nice dinner..decorate the kitchen table with red rose pedals,i bought a candle with the candle holder,some pink wine glasses,with a heart on them,and a card for him...i saw a bear that i really wanted to get that said "our first valentines" i wanted to get that for him,but mom said it was to "girly"...so instead i am just going to make him a really romantic dinner...and for our 1 year anniversary which is next month...he wants some $60.00 world atlas thing,so im going to get it for him!then we are going to my dad's in april,and i think we are driving down because im going to have a car by then!:)and its going to be MY CAR!:)Then coming back to Maine and we are DEFF getting our own place this summer.Josh will be working ALOT this summer,so he'll be making a shit load of money,and i finally got a good job..so we can actually afford to get our own place!I AM really excited!!!!*~!

Well i gotta go finish cleaning!nighty night!

*~!Carla Marie*~!

guess what??

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 15:50:42 GMT

well i thought i would update here and let everyone know something really exciting..i thought i would let it be known that the rumor is true about me being pregnant...yes its true im pregnant..im 2 months along..im hoping for a girl and josh is hoping for a boy..so eventually we will see what im having!!both of our families are really happy about it...tomorrow i have a doctors appointment to make sure im only having one baby,because im getting big quickly!:)

so i thought i would let everyone know about it..and im pretty fuckin sure that by the end of today it will be all over jay high school!So the ones who started this rumor,its actually true,so now you have more to talk about!!!

i hope i have twins!

Carla

wow...

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 15:04:30 GMT

well...these past few days have been pretty good but suprising..The other day i got a phone call from ICT asking me to come in for a job interview at 130pm..:) So today i have a job interview at ICT!:) I am praying to god that i get the job.If i do im giving Food City a 2 weeks notice..I get $330.25 back from the state for taxes or whatever it is..so all that money is going directly into my account,except maybe 50 of it..Then if i get this job,it will be a full time job,so ill be working and getting ALOT more pay then what i get now..so that means i can put alot more money into the bank..and by the time Josh and i get back from my dad's in April we can start looking for our own place to live..And ill be actually to say "well i can help with bills,or i can get groceries!" I am really excited about my interview!:)

Yesterday was Jacob's birthday..he just turned 3!:)Mom took Hunter,me,and Jacob to Burger King for lunch,and then mom went into walmart and bought SHREK 2 cupcakes.So when everyone got off the bus in the afternoon,we had a little birthday party for jacob..it was really cute:)I didnt go to work yesterday,my stomach was turning ALL day long,even worse after i ate burger king!Its feeling better today!:)

I went to walmart this morning and got some dress pants and a shirt for my interview today..if i get this job i will have to go do some shopping so i can get some dress clothes...i might have to ask josh for a little bit of money.Ive been thinking alot about valentines day..this is my first year with someone who i love..so im really excited about it..i dont really know what im going to get josh for valentines day..but i guess well see;)

I got a phone call yesterday from ANGELA!!!At first i didnt know who it was because of the fact i havent talked to ANGELA in ALONG time!I talked to her for a little while,and then mom's boyfriend Joe called so i told her i would call her back..i kept trying for awhile and it was busy and then i called again and noone picked up...so i dont know??I would like to hear and talk to everyone else too..like cash,sarah doughty,leeanna(again)...I miss you guys like you dont even know...josh goes out all the time with his friends,and of course i sit at home doing nothing if im not working,or i go do things by myself..call me up once in awhile..If you want to know how im doing,dont ask other people who talk to me,you know my phone number give me a call,i would LOVE to hear from all of you!!!

Josh and i decided to stay the weekend at home and spend time together!We get the house to our selves all weekend...Joe,my mom's boyfriend is coming up tomorrow to surprise her and he is going to take her back to Ellsworth this weekend...I am excited!:)So we are going to go rent movies,and just hang out...I think Saturday we are going to work on the car a little bit..so that would be cool..we deff need this time alone together!:)

Well its 10:00am...im headed to take a shower and get ready for my interview!:) then i have to go to work from 5-8pm:)

IM outtie

Love always
Carla Marie

* I love you*

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 13:32:01 GMT

*Well i havent wrote in here since january 17th..yahoo...ive been busy working and um working!!hahha...more money i guess but i hate the hours.*

*Josh and i got into this past weekend..im glad its over and we worked things out..we are spending the whole weekend together..i think we might go to portland..ive been wanting to go stay in a hotel for a weekend and then go shopping or something..:)I know josh wont go shopping with me,so i think Rian and Tiff might go with us..which would be cool..because tiff and i can go shopping,and rian and josh can do there own thing..then we can meet back at the hotel and go out to eat and swimming or whatever!Or josh and i can just stay home and spend time together...its something we really need..i wrote him a letter yesterday telling him how i feel about him and everything,and i think it got to him..which i think is good!:)On April 5th we are going to my dad's.I AM so EXCITED about going.it will be mine and josh's first trip together!And to my dad's i cant believe it..my dad is letting us stay with him:)The only thing im scared about going is i know something is going to be started when i go down there..but if anything is started with bubba,im going to come out and tell him how i feel about this situation..I know someone down there will read this,so ill just put what i have to say in here!

*Dear Jackie(Bubba)*
First i would like to say that im sorry about your dad being in the hospital.He is in my thoughts and prayers..but im going to let you know right now JOSH and I are coming down to my dad's on April 5th-April 12th. I know your going to be pissed off but im to the point where i dont really care what you or anyone else thinks anymore.For the first time in my life i am very happy.I have someone in my life that i know loves me for me,and isnt just in it for one thing,somewhat like you were.When we were "together" you never gave a shit about how i felt..YOu lied to me for 6 months,
you told me you loved me,you were moving up here so we could be together.Then you go sleep with your ex-girlfriend.On top of it all,you acted like a 13 year old would do and have your friend tell me its over!You didnt have the balls to do it yourself.You didnt actually care about me until you found out i was with someone else..By then it was to late.I love josh with all of my heart,and he has been there for me when i have needed him the most.You never were there,except to break my heart.I was the one who was always calling you,the one always writing to you,i even came down and spent christmas with you.I fought with my dad for over a year over being with you.and now half of the fuckin family down there wont have anything to do with me.YOu know something and i dont care what you or anyone else thinks or has to say...Like i told you i was going to follow my heart,and i did and look where i am now!I am very happy,and yes i plan on being with Josh for ALONG time!If you or the family down there dont like who im with or what im doing with my life that is fine and your decision..but you all can go fuck off!

well there i said most of what i had to say!hahah...well i have the day off today..YAY!I gotta go do the dishes now...im outtie!

Carla Marie

quiz

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 02:23:49 GMT

Name?: Carla Marie Ard
Nicknames?: Carly
Date of birth?: May 27th, 1986
Sex?: female
Height?: 5'4
Eye color?: green
Where were you born?: Tampa Bay,Florida
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: 18
Pets?: 1 cat
Hair color?: blonde
Piercings?: 6 in my ear
Town you live in?: Wilton
Favorite foods?: chicken
Ever been to Africa?: no
Been toilet papering?: oh yea all the time
Love someone so much it made you cry?: yes
Been in a car accident?: 3
Croutons or bacon bits?: neither
Favorite day of the week?: friday/saturday
Favorite resturant?: McDonalds
Favorite flower?: rose and sunflower
Favorite sport to watch?: gymnastics
Favorite drink?: tea
Favorite ice cream flavor?: cookies and cream
Warner Bros. or Disney?: Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?: McDonalds
Carpet color in your bedroom?: blue
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: 2
Whom did you get your last email from?: tanya
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: DEB and RAVE
What do you do most often when you are bored?: think to much
Most annoying thing to say to me?: "why?"
Favorite TV show?: Newlyweds Nick&Jessica
Last person you went out to dinner with?: Josh
Been out of country?: no
Believe in magic?: no
Ford or Chevy?: Chevy
What are you listening to right now?: My sister talk
Have you ever failed a grade?: no
Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
If so, what is their name?: Joshua Jacob Fitch
What are you wearing right now?: my pjs
What are your favorite colors?: pink and blue
What is your favorite animal?: dog
Do you have any birthmarks?: no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no

Have you ever been slapped?: yes

Do you get online a lot?:not really
Are you shy or outgoing?: kinda both
Do you shower?: all the time
Do you hate school?: i dont go to school
Do you have a social life?: yes
How easily do you trust people?: no
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: no
Would you ever sky dive?: no
Do you like to dance?: yes
Have you ever been out of state?: yes
Do you like to travel?: yes
Have you ever been expelled from school?:no
Have you ever been suspended from school?:no
Do you want to get out of your hometown?: no
Are you spoiled?: yes
Are you a brat?:no
Have you ever gotten high?: no
Do you like snapple?: no
Do you drink a lot of water?:yes
What toothpaste do you use?: crest
Do you have a cell phone?: yes

Do you have a curfew?: no
Who do you look up to?: my mom
Are you a role model?: yes
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:no
What name brand do you wear the most?:mudd
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: 5 rings,6 earrings,a bracelet,and a watch
What do you want pierced?: my belly button and tounge
Do you like takin pictures?: yes
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: yes
Do you have a tan?: no
Do you get annoyed easily?: yes
Have you ever started a rumor?: no
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: cell phone
Do you have your own pool?: no
Do you have any siblings?: yes
Have you ever been played?: yes
Have you ever played anyone?: yes
Do you get along with your parents?: yes sometimes
How do you vent your anger?: cry
Have you ever ran away?: no
Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
Do you even have a job?: yes
Do you run your mouth?:no
What do you want a tattoo of?: i have one...but i want my sisters initials tattooed on my rist
What do you have a tattoo of?: a butterfly on my lower back
Are you rude?: i can be
What was the last compliment you recieved?: no comment
What is your heritage?: i dont know
What is your lucky number?: dont have one
What does your hair look like right now?: curly and blonde
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: no
How many rings until you answer the phone?: 1 or 2
Do you look more like your mother or father?: my mother
Do you ever cry to get your way?: yes
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: "what are you doing?"
Are you the romantic type?: yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?: no
What do you like most about your body?: my boobs
What do you like least about your body?: my thighs
When was the last time you threw up?: not for awhile
What theme does your room have?: kinda a theme of everything
What size shoe do you wear?: 7 1/2
What is your screen name on AIM?: dont have AIM
How are you feeling right now?: tired
When was the last time you were at a party?:never
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yes
What is one of your bad qualilties?: im very impatient
What is one of your good qualilties?: my boobs
Would you marry for money?: no
What do you drive?: chevy cavelier
When was the last time you cried in school?: last time i was in school
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:hell no
What kind of music do you like?: anything
Would you ever bungee jump?: no
What is your worst fear?: sharks
Would you ever join the army?: no
Do you like cows?: no
If you were to die today, what would you do?: i would tell my whole family and friends how much they mean to me...and give my items to my mom,josh,sisters,and dad and eileen
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be?: * I love you*
Do you like to party?:no
Moons or stars?: stars
Coke or pepsi?: pepsi
Favorite scent?: OLD SPICE
Favorite band?: good charlotte
Would you ever dye your hair red?:no
How many languages can you speak?:1
What time are you finishing this?:9:22pm

well im headed to bed!!! gotta work tomorrow,if i dont lose my job..something happend!

Carla Marie

New Year coming

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 02:05:45 GMT

So tomorrow is new years eve!:) Bringin in the New Year:) I have somethings i want to do in 2005...

1.lose weight (10-15lbs)
2.get a newer car
3.get another tattoo
4.get my belly button pierced again (4th time)
5.Get my own place with Josh
6.go to my dads to visit with josh (March 15th)
7.celebrate mine and josh's 1 year anniversary
8.turn 19
9.get my old friends back!:(
10. live life to the fullest,be happy,and just be myself

well things have been going good lately...i was in my 3rd accident Tuesday. I wasnt hurt and neither was the car...i actually just spon off the road,and let me tell you all i saw were trees..all i thought about was either flipping the car over or hitting all those trees..But THANK GOD i didnt do either one...it just really scared the shit out of me! I cried a little bit..But,the guy behind me went and got Terry Warren (a wilton Cop) just what i didnt need...i had empty beer cans and boddles in my car...because josh,me,and steve went to Rian & Tiffs,and they were from Josh and Steve....he told me that if i was caught i could lose my license for 45 days...but thank god that he said not to worry about it..i had to pay $30.00 to have Wade Atwood pull me out..But everything was fine...im still driving...
Ive been working SO MUCH lately!But im kinda lovin it.because after this week,besides the $60 i give mom every week,its ALL going into the bank...because on march 15th josh and i are leaving for a week to go to my dad's..and we are flying down...plus we gotta rent a car when we get down there..Josh said us going down to my dad's is my valentines day present and my 1 year anniversary present...which i think is the best gift ever...because we are leaving march 15th and coming home on March 21st,which is our 1 year.:)
My christmas was pretty awesome!JOsh and i got a set of cups,and a deep fryer for when we get our own place...plus mom got us flannel sheets,josh got some nice shirts and some other stuff to keep him warm during the winter,plus stuff he needs...i got a really cute pink jacket from mom,josh got me a pink sweater from this EMS outdoor store in Augusta,which probably cost him a fourtin...but i dont really care about the price,i love it!I got some other pink shirts,a bath robe with cherries on it,candles, a really cute angel,$100.00 gift card to Fashion Bug...which im not going to get into,because those people there have pissed me off...they took money off my card even though i didnt even buy anything!I got the JoJo and AShlee Simpson cd from my dad,eileen,and sisters,some nice candle holders,and some other stuff...I had a good christmas...

Yesterday was my sister's 8th birthday! I wish i couldve been there,but ill see her in march!WHich i am excited about...Im not excited about leaving mom here by herself for a week,but ill probably call her everyday!hahha...

but im getting offline for the night! gotta go get josh soon then headed to bed!:)

Carla Marie

snow sucks~

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 14:45:31 GMT

~Well...things have been going good i guess..Last weekend josh and i got most of our christmas shopping done...We went to Agusta with my mom and her boyfriend Joe.Old Navy had some really good deals on stuff for christmas!We checked out some stores in Agusta.Then we went to Auburn Mall..We ate at Thatchers for lunch,and looked around some more! Then we came home and got home around 4pm..Josh and i got into a little arguement but we were over it in about 15 minutes!hahah...We decorated the tree,and then Josh and i left to go to his dad's house for supper..That was pretty interesting i guess!Its the first time ive been to his dads since we have been together!So it was cool..Then after supper we left and went to Turner and went dancing!That was FUN!:)It was kinda like a benefit dance,but it was still fun!:)We stayed the night at Rian and Tiffs...I drove Randy's truck to Rian's, after the dance because he was drunk and so was josh!Randy was in the back ground saying "i aint drunk!"It was funny!We came home Sunday around noon time..I hung out at home and then went to my grandmother's house to put her christmas tree up!:)That was a pain,but i finally got it up there!She is giving me that christmas tree next year,because we are hoping to have our own place by next christmas...So we already have a tree and an angel for our tree,which is so cool!:)haha...I went to Dollar Store and got christmas rapping paper and rapped presents!

Havent really done much since,ive been working ALOT!Didnt do much this weekend either except work!I went and picked up Josh from Rian's last night!We were going to stay the night,but we had things to get done here so we came home!Today we have my cousin's birthday party to go too around 4pm,then we are going to pick up Kelli and Rachel and going to Brian & Crystal's church for a christmas play! I think my cousin Tanya is going with us..so that is cool!I am trying to hook her and Randy up!Hopefully it will work!They both need someone good in their lives!:)

Next Saturday Kelli and I are going to Agusta to finish christmas shopping!So that should be fun!:)I am excited!!hhehe...But other then that im headed out the door now!! bye

Carla Marie

Quiz

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 03:08:37 GMT

Name: Carla Marie Ard
DOB: May 27, 1986

*first*
kiss: Pj Burnell
bf: Joshua Jacob Fitch
love: Josh Fitch
Car: Chevy Caveler.
Friend: i dont remember..it was to long ago!
fuck: Josh Fitch
sexual experiance: hahha...no comment on that one!

*Last*
person you Hug: hunter(my cousin)
person you kiss: Josh
bf you had: Josh Fitch
time you had sex: 2 nights ago
tv show you watched: Law& Order
person you talked to: Josh
Word you said: "josh want to know what hunter did to mom today!?"
Person you danced with: Josh
thing you ate: rice,with sausage
song you listend to: Days GO By
shoes you wore: adidas sneakers
had and oragasim: 2 nights ago
kissed opposite sex: just a few minutes ago
person you saw naked: josh
baked: AWHILE ago..i dont bake i burn them! hahha

*oposite sex*
Tall/short: tall
Dark/blonde: doesnt matter
K.O.F.D(kiss on first date): yes
smart/georgeous: both
basketball/football: both
chevy/ford: doesnt matter to me
older/younger: older
small p/large p.:LARGE
big p. small p.: BIG
boxers/briefs: doesnt matter
teeth or no teeth: TEETH you fucker!

*number of times you*
had sex: to many..but i only have sex with one person!
got twisted: josh's birthday party!
got high: dont do that shit!
had a sexual dream: last night!!hahha
had an oragasim: 2 nights ago
snorted: never
picked a flower: when there was a flower to pick!
shot up: never
kissed oppopsit sex: ive kissed over 14 guys....
swallowed: once...and i still think its gross!
partied: josh's birthday party!
had sex but never got off: never
sucked a peepee: to many! hahha
devirginized someone: never

*Do you*
swallow: i only did it once!!dont like it so therefore probably wont do it for awhile!
touch yourself (masterbate): never
shave (down thurr):
have sex with a lot of people: no
drink coffee: no
smoke any substance: no
drink: yes
want to fuck right now???: yes but only with josh!

*Are you*
a virgin: no
a slut: no
a bitch: i can be at times!
whore/cunt: no
horney: yes
prissy: i guess
touching yourself (masterbating):no
loud in bed: i can be!
party cat: no
kinky: no..i like to be romantic

well anyways..dont know what else to say! im going to bed !!!!gotta work again tomorrow!!!THen one day off then back to work again!

Carla

merry freakin christmas

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 13:17:43 GMT

well anyways..i have something to write about in here this morning...Wednesday night i was on my way to work,and i got half way down the road and realised i had forgotten my license at home.so i turned around and got it..It was raining really hard outside,so it was dark and kinda slippery...But i got to town fine,and before i turned into Food City parking lot,i looked on the sidewalk to see if there was anyone walking or whatever..I didnt see anybody,so i went and all of a sudden BOOM i see a bike and a kid fall on the ground...I got out of my car,and i had hit the kid with my car...I was like "are you okay are you okay?" he goes "yes its not your fault..im fine..DONT CRY!" I started balling,i didnt know what to think or say or do??So i ran into the store,there were people coming out of the store yelling call 911! I started shaking,i felt weak!!Well i went into the back of the store and called my mom and tried to get a hold of josh... people who saw me hit him were coming in the back to try to calm me down telling me it wasnt my fault i hit the kid!Then the cop showed up and started asking me questions!The last people i wanted to see was them people...i walked out cuz i had to go get my paper work from my car and my license..and then i saw my mom! I gave her the biggest hug and just balled even more! I was so scared i thought i was going to get arrested or something? Well I talked to the police officer,and he told me that it wasnt my fault,because the kid shouldnt have been riding his bike that time of the night,when its raining outside,dark,he had no helmet on,he was wearing dark clothes,no lights on his bike,and he had a dark colored bike..so there was no way i couldve seen him anyways...plus the kid was going way to fast down the side walk on his bike! So i didnt go to work that night and i just went home!
Later that night i found out that the kid wasnt hurt,he refused to go into the ambulance,but his mom was taking him to the hosptial just in case.i also heard stories bout his dad...And let me tell you something its not nice what i heard about his dad...but im not going to say anything!Mom gave me a sleeping pill so i could get some sleep.And i kinda did but not really!:)

Last night i went to work and i worked with Tecia...well when this all happend wednesday night she was scheduled to leave at 4pm because she had to go all the way to bangor because her son is in the hospital..She was also working with Sarah and Jen..Well Jen said she would stay,fuckin stupid ass bitch sarah told them she had a doctors appointment,she wasnt going to stay! Okay first of all she didnt hit a kid on a bycycle,and she doesnt have a son in the hospital..and who in the hell as a doctors appointment at 5 at night???SO yea that stupid bitch left work and made Tecia stay until someone could come into work for her!!!I also found out last night that after i hit the kid,Sarah waited 5 minutes before she called someone down to the front of the store,to call 911!!!HOw fuckin stupid can you be?? Some kid was just hit by a car, he wasnt wearing a helmet, i couldve killed that kid or he couldve been seriously hurt! And the fuckin phone was right next to the cash register where she was!All she had to do was say to the customers, "ill be right with you i have to call 911,its an emergencY!" But hell NO! She was ringing up the customers,even after i came into the store freaking out!Nobody in the back knew what was going on!!! So you fuckin wait until i see her next time!!!I will deff tell her where she can go her lazy ass!!And i guess Melissa the boss IS NOT happy with her right now either!Oh and get this she cant have more then 24 hours working because it messes up her food stamps..SHe lives by her self,she doesnt have any kids..If i had the chance to work more then 24 hours i would fuckin work them!I believe that if you dont have kids to support and you live by yourself,you shouldnt have a fuckin foodstamp card..those are for people who can barley afford to buy food for their KIDS!GET REAL SARAH!!!Now i cant wait to see her, i hope she comes into the store tonight,because im going to tell her where she can go..or the next time she calls this house asking me to come into work for her im going to laugh in her fuckin ugly face!UGH!I hate her!!!

but anyways...going christmas shopping tomorrow morning ALL DAY LONG!!Then when we get back we are going to Josh's dad's for supper,then coming back here decorating the christmas tree,then leaving again to go dancing with Rian&Tiff,Randy,and probably Danny & his girlfriend Jessie!But anyways im outtie!got some cleaning to do before tomorrow...

Carla Marie

**I miss you guys...(you know who you are!)

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 17:52:12 GMT

1.name: Carla Marie Ard
2. single or taken: Taken
3. sex: Female
4. bday: May 27, 1986
5. sign: Gemini
6. siblings:Allyson Michelle Ard and Amanda Hope Ard
7. hair color: blonde
8. eye color: green
9. height: 5'4

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Leeanna (she is the only one i hear from anymore) and heather moody

2. you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: boyfriend... Joshua Jacob Fitch

fa s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: DEB and RAVE or WalMart
2. any tattoos or piercings: 1 tatoo and 6 piercings(3 in each ear)

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: DOVE
3. what are you most scared of?: spending my life alone
4. what are you listening to right now? martina McBride *There You Are*
5. who is the last person that called you?: my dad
6. where do you want to get married?: on the beach or in a garden with flowers everywhere
7. how many buddies are online right now?: im not on my yahoo right now
8. what would you change about yourself?: my hair

F A V O R I T E S
1. color: Pink
2. food: chicken
3. boys names: joshua,alexander,Joel
4. girls names: alexis,brooke,jordan
5. subjects in school: History
6. animals: dog

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: yes
2. smoked?: yes (I tried it this summer 3 times..)
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: yes
5. skinny dipped?: yes
6. made yourself cry to get to get out of trouble: yes
7. pictured your crush naked?: every night!:)
8. actually seen your crush naked?: EVERY NIGHT:)
9. cried when someone died?: yes:(
10. lied: only to keep myself from getting into trouble
11. fallen for your best friend?: no
12. been rejected?: yes
13. rejected someone?: yes
14. used someone?: no
15. done something you regret?: yes

c u r r e n t
clothes: pj pants,and a pink zip-up shirt
music: country
make-up: black eyeliner,pink eyeshadow,and mascara
annoyance: no comment
smell: some candle my mom has burning
desktop picture: 2 bears
book youre reading: i dont read books
cd in player: Martina McBride
dvd in player: none

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: josh
hugged: josh
you imed: aunt laura
you yelled at: i cant remember
you kissed: josh

a r e | y o u
understanding: yes
open-minded: yes
arrogant: what does that mean?
insecure: most of the time
interesting: most of the time
random: i guess
hungry: ALL THE FUCKIN TIME!:)
smart: ahhahah
moody: lately yea i have been!
hard working: depending on what it is

organized: kinda not really
healthy: yea okay
shy: not anymore
difficult: yes
attractive: i guess??
bored easily: yes
responsible: yes
obsessed: with shopping!:)
angry: no
sad: yes
happy: yes
hyper: no
trusting: sometimes...but if you break that trust it will be along time before you get it back

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill?: WARREN D. STROUT
slap: WARREN D.STROUT
get really wasted with?: Leeanna,Josh,Randy,Danny Fitch,Rian Hinkley,Steve Richards
get high with: i dont do that shit!
talk to offline: my sister
talk to online: my sisters
sex it up with: JOSH;)

r a n d o m
in the morning i: go pee
all you need is: my family and friends
love is: wonderful,but hard at the same time..because sometimes no matter how bad it hurts you gotta let go of that person you love...but eventually youll move on and find someone else..but youll probably never love that person as much as you did him/her.Sometimes you gotta deal with fights,his/her habits..but at the end of the day its worth everything!
i dream about: to much weird shit
sexual preference: HORNY

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: pepsi
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: eyes
makes you laugh the most: josh
gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: josh
who do you have a crush on: josh

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: no
save conversations: no
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: when its that time of the month
wish you were younger: no
Cried because someone said something to you?:yes

y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know: im happy
I have: wonderful friends and family
I wish: to someday get married and have a family with the man i love more then anything in this world!
I hate: WARREN D.STROUT
I fear: snakes,sharks,alligators,and spiders
I hear: music
I search: huh?
I wonder: when josh will be home from hunting
I love: JOSHUA JACOB FITCH

Carla Marie

Happy Birthday Dad

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 13:12:04 GMT

Dear Dad
for 18 years now you have been the only man in my life that i know will love me no matter what!We have had some rough times together.We even went 6 years without seeing each other.But no matter what we worked through our problems or are atleast still trying to.No matter how mad you got at me,i still looked up to you and still loved you just as much.You are a great dad to me,allyson,and amanda.I am glad that we are getting along better now,and i hope that our relationship grows stronger!
One day youll be giving me away to another man who probably loves me just as much as you do but not the same way.I know it will be hard,but i want you to know that your the only man that i will ALWAYS love and youll always be the #1 man in my heart and life!
I hope your birthday is wonderful and you get LOTS of presents!!I love you very very much!

Carla Marie

Happy Birthday Dad

i love you

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:57:33 GMT

Well things have been going really good lately..I am getting more hours at work,josh and i have been getting along so good for over a month..we havent had one fight,we do things together,even if its just going to hang out with his family and friends or just sit at the house,We talk more about stuff that goes on with us during the day.I have finally began to trust him again,which is a really good feeling to have,expecially all that we have been through. In March Josh and I are going to my dad's to visit!I am so EXCITED about going.Because all i want right now more then anything is for my dad and josh to get to know each other!lol..
I am starting to talk to leeanna more.Which is good too!:)She is the only one i talk to anymore,and Heather too..Its good to atleast have her to talk to!The last couple times ive been over there Heather's baby is there and i play with him.He is such a CUTIE!:)

Well,um i dont really have that much to write about.But i thought i would update in here!:) I am out cuz i got things i gotta do today!I have the day off!

Carla Marie

we miss you

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 15:10:07 GMT

*Today is the visiting hours for mike.5-8pm.Its going to be so hard to say goodbye to him.I have so many questions that need to be answered and they cant be answered. I want to be angry with god for taking mike away,but i know i cant be.Ive been asking myself since Friday,"why mike?" Why did mike have to be the one to go?Why is it that all these people that go around killing other people,raping other people,killing kids,they always get away with it.But the innocent people,the ones that are loved by so many,the ones that have so much going for them,are the ones that are always taken from us?I just dont understand.Everyone keeps saying it was Mike's time to go?But,i dont believe that it was.Mike was so wonderful,he was nice to everyone,no matter what you looked like or what kind of clothes you wore.He graduated with scholarships,he was going to college spring 2005. One thing i will never in my life forget about mike,was how much he was in love with Leeanna. No matter what happend with them,if they got into a fight and broke up,they were always back together.I always thought they would get married one day and have a BIG family.They were just so happy.But now he is gone? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???
Sometimes i wish that this was all a nightmare and i could just wake up and Mike would be standing there.The last time i saw mike was at the Farmington Fair.I had just got there and i heard someone yell "HEY CARLA!" It was Mike...I said hey back and asked where leeanna was,and he goes "she will be here later!"
I remember when me,leeanna,and Cash went to Auburn the day after my birthday and got my belly button pierced. We went and saw Mike at his house.Well we were playing rap music,and mike goes "shut that shit off!" He hated rap music..I keep thinking about when leeanna and i were talking about me,josh,her and mike getting together and going out for supper or something..But now we cant do that? I just want him to come back to us,i want to see him one more time,or atleast have the chance to say goodbye to him or see him more time before the accident happend.To let him know that he was a great friend and person and that i loved him like family.But now i cant...i know i can tell him tonight,but he wouldnt hear me.

Michael Patrick Calden
Since i have known you,i always thought so much of you!You were a handsome young man,a great friend,son,cousin,brother and boyfriend to leeanna.You had so much going for you in life,and were loved by so many people. I dont really have any answers to why god took you away from us,besides what ive been told and what i believe,and that is that he wanted another angel. We all know that you will be looking out for us for the rest of our lives,and eventually we will see you again.But its NOT going to be the same without you here with us,without you laughing,crying,or just hanging out together.Mike for as long as i live there will not be a day that goes by that im not thinking about all the memories that we all shared with you.I will miss you every day and so will everyone else!

Prom 2004
Leeanna and Mike

Graduation Party
What a gang!

We miss you!

In loving memory of Michael Patrick Calden

We are all going to miss you

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 02:59:57 GMT

Well...today has been the worst day that i could ever in my life even imagine. I woke up this morning hung out with josh and mom for a little bit.Josh got called into work for a little bit so i went with mom to get jacob and hunter.We came home and the phone rang and it was my Aunt Donna. I heard mom say "should i tell carla before she hears it from someone else!?" Well mom gets off the phone and she looks at me and goes "there was an accident this morning in turner and mike calden was in it and he is dead." and i just looked at her and just said "no he isnt." I started crying and ive been crying ever since.Its one of those things that you just never imagine happening. I will NEVER for as long as i live forget the memories that we all had with mike. One thing i will NEVER forget is the love that he had for leeanna.Everytime i was with them,you could tell just by the way he looked at her that he was right in love with her. Ill never forget sitting in the library with leeanna during study hall,and mike getting off the bus from foster teck. SHe would tell the librarian she had to go to the bathroom, just so she could go see mike.
Ill never forget that time me,mike,leeanna,and steven were all hanging out.We went over to Steven's house and it was snowing,and the car wouldnt start. So mike's dad came up and tried fixing it.Or our Senior Prom.I had never seen Mike dance until that night,and he looked like he was having a BLAST!
He was a very outspoken person,and didnt care what people thought of him.But he was liked and loved by lots of people.Mike was a good person to talk to about anything,and so much fun to be around!
I have been asking myself all day why did it have to be mike? Why did god have to take the one person that so many people love and care about? Why couldnt he take someone we didnt know?
The last time i talked to leeanna, before this all happend we talked about me,josh,her and mike getting together and going to do something together.But now we cant do that anymore!:(I dont think things will ever be the same,and what happend today is going to affect ALOT of people.

Michael Patrick Calden
September 10,1985-November 5,2004

You will very very much missed by ALOT OF PEOPLE!You were a great person inside and out,you were also a great friend,son,boyfriend,grandson,and so much more to many people.We all love you very very much and will miss you every second of everyday for the rest of our lives.

TO his family my heart goes out to yall,and my thoughts and prayers are with you all!

Carla Marie

*~Carla's Thoughts*~